Let's talk about accumulation.
I don't think there is enough recognition for having lived a life full of experiences. Love, loss, psin, excitement, exponential growth, massive blocks, flow, lack of flow.
Middle age is all about how to handle and process accumulation. All those stored feelings in your nervous system. To get to the stage of recognition, is a privilege. Age brings a level of wisdom and intuition that you can't even fathom in your younger years. As hard as aging is, this realisation can be the key to avoiding that looming mid-life crisis.
Accumulation is the simple answer to why you experienced a lifetime of problems. But, like with anything, once you are aware of it, you can start phase two....
If you are interested in Energy clearing and balancing, contact me to arrange a Reiki session. Based in Qawra.